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The Nemesis : A Tale Of The Days Of Trajan.

tain ' s gorge , occasionally * sighing , lost in thought . As he descended , a hunting party iu the vale beneath made the woods echo with their merry shouts . Adrian seizing the bough of a tree , bout over a profound precipice , ancl as he caught sight

of the hunters , an expression of deep melancholy stole over his face . As their cries ancl laughter rose upon the air , and he listened to their mirth , he muttered to himself : " There go the laughing children of the earth ,

glad at the rosy kiss of day , that aivakens the horn and calls the reckless hunter to the chase . 0 happy hearts that can so joyfully aAvake ! 0 happy hearts devoid of withering- doubt or carking care ! 0 happy hearts that neither think nor fear ! Ah me ! how different runs the current of my life from theirs . My weary memory Avears

upon its front no hour of tranquil joy , pure as the mountain rill . My life has been but one long doubt , a doubt Avhich fed and fattened on the mind that gave it birth , and still it gnaws my heart insatiately . Never gleamed the raptured light of

boyish mirth through my dark soul ; but holknv-¦ eyed I ' ve sought from my schoolboy days till now I stand unfettered , uncontrolled as a man , for knowledge of these things I see around me , but Avhich I cannot comprehend . I fain Avould know

Avhy roses bloom , why the gay birds sing , Avhy rivers AOAV , and how the glorious sun doth rise and set by turns . Yet more Avould I knoAV , Avhy man should die , and AA hither goes he Avhen he passes out from the light of life to the darkness of the tomb ?"

As he so mused , a hand Avas laid upon his shoulder , he turned , and found his cousin Caius smiling- upon him . Caius Avas dressed in hunting costume , Avith a spear in his hand , for he belonged to the band of hunters whose shouts had so

agitated Adrian ' s thoughts . Tempted by the beauty of the breaking daAvn , Caius hid clambered thus far trp the mountain , aud left behind the sylvan sports to revel in a sight so dear to the poetic heart , the bursting of die sun upon the earth .

The cousins embraced other Avith that cordial grasp -which told of the sincerity of their affection , and Caius asked , in a slightly bantering tone : ** I thought not Adrian , to have found thee so early abroad . Thou puttest us poor hunters to

the blush , for it is our boast , that Ave of all Jove ' s tAvo legged human creatures , are the first to VIOAV the ruddy glimpses of Sol , breaking upon the eastern hills . Pray , cousin Adrian , might one

dare ask thy Avorship , what spirit tempted thee so soon to quit thy rest' ?" " The self same po ' vver , my Caius , " replied Adrian , a melancholy smile playing about his lip , " which has kept me all the night upon these hills ,

watching the tranquil starry throng . " "All night , my Adrian , art thou not endangering thy health ? Look to it , I pray thee . " " Nay , Caius , I have that fire Avithin Avhich in the coldest night of winter , still would keep me Avarm . "

" Ah ha , I have thee now , thou very rogue , ' cried Caius , pealing forth a joyous laugh , " in love by Venus . Adrian , cousin , Avho is the fair ? Beautiful she must be to have Avon thy heart , thy cold and flinty heart . Methinks the Paphian

Queen , has given to her that famous Cestus , Avhich is presumed to have the power of firing coldest hearts . Hast thou then offered up a clove to Venus ? But is it not so , is not thy love most beautiful ?"

"Beautiful , answered Adrian , in a musingtone , " most beautiful . Aye , Cains , more beautiful than she Avho , by her fatal curiosity , let loose upon the earth the pent up plagues of Jove . Beautiful ! she is more beautiful than earth ' s loveliest floAvers }

her voice possesses rarer melody in its tones , than the rarest song birds ; and the thought of her is more glorious than the grandest images of sleep , or our fairest of day dreams . " "They do thee wrong , my Cousin , " ansAvered

Caius , somewhat astonished at this rapture , " a grievous wrong , Avho say that thou art cold , and that thy heart is ice ; for lo ! thou Avaxest eloquent and brave in compliment , ancl I must veil my brow before thy courtly speech , but then I am no lover .

Prithee , cousin , tell me who it is thou lovest ; is she kind , and does she return thee fond kiss for lovino- words ?"

" Kind , " answered Adrian , in . a bitter tone . " Ask the thirsty traveller if the sun is kind , or he Avho staggers on a barren shove , dying with hunger , if the stones are bread ? Oh yes , she is kind ; kind as idols that will see us bleed , yet make no

sign ; as spears that let out life , and shed along their points , your sorrowing tears of blood ; as seas that suck Avith thirst the swimmer down , and howl in glee , as o ' er him clash contending billoAVS ; as the fire bolt that dancing forth from Heaven ,

strikes tho gnarled old oak of ages , but pauses not an instant to gaze upon the wreck it leaves behind . Aye , she is as kind as tigers to their prey ;

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THE BELGIAN RIFLE MEETING AND FREEMASONRY. Article 1
MASONIC JURISPRUDENCE. Article 2
THE IDENTITY OF FREEMASONRY. Article 2
THE NEMESIS : A TALE OF THE DAYS OF TRAJAN. Article 3
HISTORY OF FREEMASONRY IN CORNWALL. Article 8
FREEMASONRY IN THE UNITED STATES. Article 9
MASONIC NOTES AND QUERIES. Article 10
CORRESPONDENCE. Article 10
LOST VOTES. Article 10
DEATH OF BRO. HORATIO GAMBELL. Article 11
Untitled Article 12
MASONIC MEM. Article 12
METROPOLITAN. Article 12
PROVINCIAL. Article 13
ROYAL ARCH. Article 15
MARK MASONRY. Article 15
Obituary. Article 15
REVIEWS. Article 16
SOUTH METROPOLITAN MASONIC HALL. Article 16
TALENT AND TACT. Article 17
Poetry. Article 17
THE WEEK. Article 18
TO CORRESPONDENTS. Article 20
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The Nemesis : A Tale Of The Days Of Trajan.

tain ' s gorge , occasionally * sighing , lost in thought . As he descended , a hunting party iu the vale beneath made the woods echo with their merry shouts . Adrian seizing the bough of a tree , bout over a profound precipice , ancl as he caught sight

of the hunters , an expression of deep melancholy stole over his face . As their cries ancl laughter rose upon the air , and he listened to their mirth , he muttered to himself : " There go the laughing children of the earth ,

glad at the rosy kiss of day , that aivakens the horn and calls the reckless hunter to the chase . 0 happy hearts that can so joyfully aAvake ! 0 happy hearts devoid of withering- doubt or carking care ! 0 happy hearts that neither think nor fear ! Ah me ! how different runs the current of my life from theirs . My weary memory Avears

upon its front no hour of tranquil joy , pure as the mountain rill . My life has been but one long doubt , a doubt Avhich fed and fattened on the mind that gave it birth , and still it gnaws my heart insatiately . Never gleamed the raptured light of

boyish mirth through my dark soul ; but holknv-¦ eyed I ' ve sought from my schoolboy days till now I stand unfettered , uncontrolled as a man , for knowledge of these things I see around me , but Avhich I cannot comprehend . I fain Avould know

Avhy roses bloom , why the gay birds sing , Avhy rivers AOAV , and how the glorious sun doth rise and set by turns . Yet more Avould I knoAV , Avhy man should die , and AA hither goes he Avhen he passes out from the light of life to the darkness of the tomb ?"

As he so mused , a hand Avas laid upon his shoulder , he turned , and found his cousin Caius smiling- upon him . Caius Avas dressed in hunting costume , Avith a spear in his hand , for he belonged to the band of hunters whose shouts had so

agitated Adrian ' s thoughts . Tempted by the beauty of the breaking daAvn , Caius hid clambered thus far trp the mountain , aud left behind the sylvan sports to revel in a sight so dear to the poetic heart , the bursting of die sun upon the earth .

The cousins embraced other Avith that cordial grasp -which told of the sincerity of their affection , and Caius asked , in a slightly bantering tone : ** I thought not Adrian , to have found thee so early abroad . Thou puttest us poor hunters to

the blush , for it is our boast , that Ave of all Jove ' s tAvo legged human creatures , are the first to VIOAV the ruddy glimpses of Sol , breaking upon the eastern hills . Pray , cousin Adrian , might one

dare ask thy Avorship , what spirit tempted thee so soon to quit thy rest' ?" " The self same po ' vver , my Caius , " replied Adrian , a melancholy smile playing about his lip , " which has kept me all the night upon these hills ,

watching the tranquil starry throng . " "All night , my Adrian , art thou not endangering thy health ? Look to it , I pray thee . " " Nay , Caius , I have that fire Avithin Avhich in the coldest night of winter , still would keep me Avarm . "

" Ah ha , I have thee now , thou very rogue , ' cried Caius , pealing forth a joyous laugh , " in love by Venus . Adrian , cousin , Avho is the fair ? Beautiful she must be to have Avon thy heart , thy cold and flinty heart . Methinks the Paphian

Queen , has given to her that famous Cestus , Avhich is presumed to have the power of firing coldest hearts . Hast thou then offered up a clove to Venus ? But is it not so , is not thy love most beautiful ?"

"Beautiful , answered Adrian , in a musingtone , " most beautiful . Aye , Cains , more beautiful than she Avho , by her fatal curiosity , let loose upon the earth the pent up plagues of Jove . Beautiful ! she is more beautiful than earth ' s loveliest floAvers }

her voice possesses rarer melody in its tones , than the rarest song birds ; and the thought of her is more glorious than the grandest images of sleep , or our fairest of day dreams . " "They do thee wrong , my Cousin , " ansAvered

Caius , somewhat astonished at this rapture , " a grievous wrong , Avho say that thou art cold , and that thy heart is ice ; for lo ! thou Avaxest eloquent and brave in compliment , ancl I must veil my brow before thy courtly speech , but then I am no lover .

Prithee , cousin , tell me who it is thou lovest ; is she kind , and does she return thee fond kiss for lovino- words ?"

" Kind , " answered Adrian , in . a bitter tone . " Ask the thirsty traveller if the sun is kind , or he Avho staggers on a barren shove , dying with hunger , if the stones are bread ? Oh yes , she is kind ; kind as idols that will see us bleed , yet make no

sign ; as spears that let out life , and shed along their points , your sorrowing tears of blood ; as seas that suck Avith thirst the swimmer down , and howl in glee , as o ' er him clash contending billoAVS ; as the fire bolt that dancing forth from Heaven ,

strikes tho gnarled old oak of ages , but pauses not an instant to gaze upon the wreck it leaves behind . Aye , she is as kind as tigers to their prey ;

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